I just want to be happy. That’s my life goal. The problem is, I don’t know how. I have people in my life that love me. I have a roof over my head. I have a job. I don’t understand why I’m not happy. I’m just…not.
In retrospect, have I ever been happy? I was an anxious child who had trouble making friends. As a teenager I was incredibly depressed and isolated myself from others. I suppose now as an adult not much has changed.
I just feel like things should be better, somehow. Not in a materialistic way or anything. I mean, I should feel better. Does everyone feel like this?